July 27 sunrise smiling down on me at Point Dume.

Ultimately we get to choose.  Choosing to be safe ain’t it.  We’re here for  a nano-second and in that nano-second we get to choose great.  We get to shine great.   Thank you Spirit for this nano-second called my life.   No it may not be important to write this stuff down.  But it is the job I accepted.  And so I sit here and write until this page is filled up.  Just because.  Like I took that picture of the sun this morning.  Just because.  It may not really have smiled at me but I’ll write down that maybe it did.  Just because.

......I don't know what's going to happen, but I know it's going to be GREAT!   …Mantra

6:03am smoky sunrise at Point Dume in Malibu.

Can’t just keep writing this stuff.  Yes I can.  Yes I will.  Yes I do.  Yes I am….simply me with this job that may never make sense to others.  But I can’t even know that if I don’t get out/ let it out/ put it out there.  

,,,,,,,I don't know what's going to happen, but I know it's going to be GREAT!   …Mantra

6:01am sunrise spectacular at Point Dume in Malibu.

We are all like electrons dancing around a nucleus.  We can only be seen within our bandwidth.  From a smaller perspective we huge and from far away, we’re tiny – too far and we become invisible.  Yet in my own mind I am the nucleus and oh so significant.  NOT.  And that may be my greatest comfort.  I don’thave to be any bigger of better than I already am.  

...I’ll die one day and the day after that the sun will rise.   And then one day the sun will die too, transformed into a supernova.  And the day after that, as each and every day before, countless suns will rise over countless planets and beings, known only in our imaginations.            

5:58am sunrise! on 59th Street at Edgemar in LA.

 Time to get interesting.  Now or never.  Write to complete this page.  Not letting that blank page intimidate me, oh no.  Fill it, fill it, fill it.  Then hand the script off to the next one.   So some others may get that they are the writer, actor, director and producer of their lives.  

......No man (or woman) ever achieved worth-while success who did not, at one time or other, find himself with at least one foot hanging well over the brink of failure.   …Napoleon Hill

5:58am sunrise! on Marine in Santa Monica.

Thursday   Lose this mindset that I wasn’t good enough then.  That I’m not good enough now toshare my sunrises with or without pearls attached.  “Not not good enough” is a pearl in itself.  The pearl of the day.   I make it all up and so I need only breathe to bring myself back to this 21st day of July 2016.  This day I am so privileged to be and to write about being – human.  

....Whatever thought has done in your life can be undone with a shift in your awareness. …Michael Bernard Beckwith

5:53am sunrise-NOT at Marine and 4th Street in Santa Monica

Forgot to bring my sparkly green baseball cap to Choir for my Rock Star outfit.  Really resisted being a Rock Star.  Yearning and burning all these years to BE a rock star.  Just don’t want to get caught with my yearnings and burnings out.

.....In the light of a truly freed mind no prejudice can disguise itself as zeal, no bullying can masquerade as leadership, no pettiness can pose as importance. The freed mind will never confuse a sentimentality with a true emotion, an act of violence with an act of heroism, a slogan with a cause. Men and women with freed minds may often be mistaken, but they are seldom fooled. They may be influenced, but they can't be intimidated. They may be perplexed, but they will never be lost… Robert F. Kennedy     

5:51 sunrise-NOT on Marine at 4th Street in Santa Monica

Perhaps it’s time to resurrect “How to Find the Soul (Using Your Dirty Mind).   John deLancie said my movie was improbable.  And so it is.  It’s about a dream and may have to go beyond improbable to nearly impossible.  Thank you, John deLancie.  Don’t review.  Don’t revise.  Don’t rehearse.  Just release.

....Dream lofty dreams. In moments of meditation, when you get lost in the joy of what you long to be, you are ascending to the heavens of your own mind. ..Joseph Murphy