Sunrise-not through the lemon tree in my own back yard. Wondering if I’m tragically disappointed about never meeting John deLancie – about all that being a fantasy I wasn’t able to manifest. A dream-not-coming-true. Well, what I’m going to say is Thank You for this journey with this fantasy that brings me right here still writing about it. That’s all I know. That this right here is my yellow brick road. Colinic and all, lemon tree and all, Thursday and all. And exactly as it is, I know that everything works together for my good and I say YES. I trust in God and bless John deLancie on his yellow brick road….wherever it may lead him.
We must re-learn to be alone. Instead of planting our solitude with dream blossoms, we choke the space with continuous music, chatter, and companionship to which we do not even listen. It is simply there to fill the vacuum. …Anne Morrow Lindbergh